Monday, 28 February 2011

Does hard work really pay off!!!


When I was in school I was lead to believe that if you work hard enough you can achieve anything , “you can even go to oxford or Cambridge” , but look around you how many of your friends actually achieved this fed dream. Now 20 after finishing school, college and now at uni always getting grades just feels like I spent 8 years of my life (secondary school, college) being led to believe I can fly when , life’s just making me feel I’m being set up to fall.
                   A rich dumb person can attend those university’s with the worst grades and with the best commodity (money)and  get in while; others sweat, cry, stress, and try with all there might and will never be excepted.  Same way you can go for a job and be much more suited for it then the next guy but because his dad golf’s with the company owner he’s in. So what about the hard worker who can’t get into the best Uni or who’s parents have never even seen a golf course. 

What about us!!!          
                  
No one told me it’s who you know not what you know because instead of having my head in nonsense books I would have been making contacts, if I knew it was all about gangs and if we don’t like you your out ( that’s work places) I would have moved country and enjoyed the sunshine from the counties I originate from and that way wouldn’t have to be discriminated for being different. They should have had a class on how to suck ass and not on bullshit Citizenship, at least we would all have been clued up on how to be a doggy, so we can trade our time for money and all it takes in one person to say sorry we don’t want you here, like so many unfortunate hard working people made redundant of simply fired during the recession, who just like you and me was fed the work hard bullshit and you might make it gimmick; worked hard to have to spend his/her live listening to some old prick that filled his pocket from your hard work, and dropped you like a hot potato.                                                
If you’re working class like me, then invest in your talent have faith in yourself and push anything god has given you as far as it can go but don’t be a narrow minded sheep and think what you see around you is the be all and end all. Be free to dream live life to the MAX!!!!! Fear is for pussies, scream , shout, dance , BE HAPPY
Don’t spend your life being regular, when you can truly be yourself if you have faith in who you are!!!

MRS CAPONE – trying to inspire and free your mind!!!!(even just for a moment)

Saturday, 26 February 2011

How many times are you allowed to fuck up!!!

How many time are we allowed to make the same mistake, my mum always said this to me in portugese: "the first time you make a mistake it's fine it happens, second time ok well I hoped you learnt now , third time your a dame FOOL. But is that really the case is it not all about trial and error, many of the very vital things we have around us for example electricity were made through trial and error, I'm sure he got it wrong more times the he did right.
I beat myself up when I make a mistake however this afternoon I had an epiphany, is it all not a learning progress. I heard one wise person say life goes in stages up and down up and down, when your at the foot of the mountain your learning, progressing so don't look at it as a failure your just learning how to get to the top; and when you reach the top you've mastered that stage in your life, and down again to learn something new. So if your like me don't beat yourself up because your not at the top realise that when you get there everything your going through now will be worth it, don't regret hard decisions let it be, listen to yourself and be wise. + Only god can judge you so f**k anyone else !!